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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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4:54 pm
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Hi,
Not so well, right now. It started off ok I guess...then I got bad news from
the neurologist, expecting good news. It's one of those nights, when you feel
like your hated...yanno...one of those nights, when mother nature is at its
worst...before it kicks in...yanno. I'm sitting here, letting out a long cry...
literally. One of those nights when it feels like everyone in the world just
despises me. I'm sure they don't...but you know how your hormones act, when
mother nature comes into play. One of those days when you just ask yourself
why your there. I can't even breathe right, right now. :'(. blah blah. I'm
probably boring you. I went to pump gas today, in the car, and the pump stopped,
in the middle of me pumping it into my car. I only got 6.12 on it. How nice. I
wish I could stop crying...for no particular reason,I might add. Well, I guess
it's because I feel like everybody hates me. I'm sure they don't...but like I
said, you can't stop the hormones that make you feel that way, huh? I'm scared,
and I'm lonely...ever feel like that? Blah Blah...I'll stop boring you now.
Hey...please, someone talk to me about this...thanx. tootles. bye.
current mood:  sad
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| Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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8:16 am - frankly I feel like a fly trapped in a wall, listening to two conversations-both critizing 1 another
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Today...what a lovely day....NOT. You ever feel like your stuck right there in the middle,
with no way out of each one? One of them...you want to be in, the other you want out of.
But when both push and shove...you're the one that get's treated like crap? Well, that's
how I'm feelin right about now. I really need someone to talk to. But I'll be just quite frank
with ya....I'd feel like an idiot, calling someone. It would make me think they wouldn't
want to talk...simply because I haven't been in touch with them for some time. It's not that
I have not thought of them or wanted to call...it's that all the finals, and all the worrying
over the correctional officer test I took...I haven't even had time to think about myself...at
all. I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place. there is absolutely no way of escaping it.
Why can't the two parties, I was talking about above, just get a long, and let me be happy too...
with the first party and the second party. Oh, if there's anyone out there, that's reading this..
you know my number. Please pick up the phone and dial my number....pleasseeee. If you don't know it,
it is 727-1766 or 419-0382. Pleasee....i'm asking for anyone's help...PLEASE. I am also asking, anyone
reading this, please show this to NO ONE. Yeah, I know, I sound like some kind of idiot, blabbing
about my problems...i'm really not...I just need someone to talk to...ASAP. Call, come down, visit...
let's go out somewhere....get both our minds off of things. Love you all. Thanx for listening. Tootles.
current mood: sad
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| Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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8:57 pm - LOVELY DAY
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HI ITS ME AGAIN MARGERT. I AM SITTING HERE WITH MY BOYFRIEND KISSING HIM ON THE HEAD. HE IS SO CUTE. MAKE YOU WANNA SMACK YOUR GRANDMA. I GOT DONE WITH CHAPTER 4 IN MY BOOK. EMAIL ME IF YOU WANT A COPY. MY BOYFRIEND BIRTHDAY WAS TO DAY. HE IS THE BIG 18 OH GOD. SCARY THOUGHT. AHAH BUT I LOVE HIM ANY WAYS. ANY ONE WANTING AN INVENTATION TO THE WEDDING ON JULY 5, 2006 PLEASE LET ME KNOW. THIS WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I LOVE MY BABY AND TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY. THE END. PS. I MIGHT BE GETTING A JOB BEING A CORRECTIONAL OFFICER. AT THE JAIL CELL. WOOHOO!!!! TOODLES. BYE BYE NOW.
RACHEL MCCUNE
PJ'S WIFEY.
current mood:  bouncy
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| Sunday, April 17th, 2005
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3:50 pm
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Not so well here today. I got named a 'hog' so to speak...by an unnameable person.
Oh..that' just made me feel soooooo great (not). So yanno what? Since, this person
says I'm so fat, I've got a new plan for them, and me....stop eating all together.
Sound ridiculous I know..... but how else am I going to make this person happy...
and not argue? I sat and cried and cried and cried just now...I'm still crying. Such
is life I guess...huh? Can't live a perfect one. But yanno...it's just not right
for someone to call someone else fat....I'm sorry...it's just not. I'm not saying
that because it was done to me...it's wrong period. Yeah, I'll admit it...I've gained
weight...but that's because I met the love of my life...and I'm happy. People tend to
gain a little weight...when they are happy. It just hurts...yanno? I need someone to
talk to....quickly...before I have a heart attack..literally. My chest is hurting...
literally. I wonder why. I've got papers, up the ying yang...bills up to my head...
and people up to my nerves (the person who called me fat). My Boyfriend is working...
I think I might have took a little of it out on him...now I feel bad. I tried leaving
a message on his cell phone, but his mailbox is full...I wanted to apologize...and tell
him that I'm just upset because of what the person told me (that I'm fat). Well, I better
quit my blabbing-I'll talk to you all later. tootles.~me
current mood: sad
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| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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11:52 am
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Well...here I am...another day, alive and well. So, hey, I can't complain. I am in the process of writing a new book....(so far it is entitled Unexpected Letters)....it's like sortda- like a double murder...it's about this kid that witnesses her whole family being brutally murdered....and hides in a wooden clothing chess...now, at the age of twenty one the case of her family's brutality is reopened by unexpected phone calls, and unexpected letters. So...if you would like to earn a copy of it...email me, ASAP...by the way...I am only on chapter 2....starting on chapter three today. So if you would like a copy, please feel free to email me....Fearfactorfan421@earthlink.net. Luvs Ya ALL! Take care, and May God add a blessing to your life-and may you always trust in Him-no matter what you do.
current mood:  loved
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| Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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10:31 pm - Todays is ok.
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Hello everyone
It is January eighth 2005-and I am sitting at my cousins house. Talks to ya later!!!!!!!!!!!! byeeeeeeeee.
current mood: exhausted
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| Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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6:21 pm - How can you forgive someone so fast?
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This week hasn't been a very good week for me. I'm havin a real hard time trying to forgive someone, that hurt me really bad. Maybe I should get over it---I should forgive them for what they did, just as He forgave me...but how can you forgive someone so fast, that hurt you so bad. I'm only human---I can only do so much. It also jeapordizes my relationship with God, the Heavenly Father, God Almighty. Whoever may be reading this, please...pray for me. We have company at our house right now---but I really need to go to church tomorrow. So rather or not they go, I'm going to drive myself to church tomorrow. I mean, to a certain point, I want to forgive them, but at the same time it's just so hard yanno? I've tried and I've tried to forgive and forget about this situation...but I'm not gettin no where. The devil is trying his hardest to get me down. Please pray for me...prayers work miracles.
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| Thursday, June 10th, 2004
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10:42 pm
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10:39 pm
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Hi it's Thursday night-here at my boyfriend's house now-I'm tired...buh bye.
current mood:  good
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6:12 am - Thursday Morning
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Ok, well, it's thursday morning-I'm pretty tired. Woke my boyfriend up at 7 a.m. so he could go to work, layed back down-and now here I am. I have to get the rest of those thank you cards filled out today-bunches of them. That way, I can mail them all in together, today. I Sure hope I can get all those poems typed up on my computer so that I can print them all out, ya know? I'd really like to get them all printed out. If I knew where to begin to publish them at-and them copywrighted, and sent out-I'd surely make a book off of them. Anyone know where I can do that at? If so, please reply back to this journal entry, of thursday morning. Thanks. Well, I think that is about it for today's agenda-as of right now. Talk to you lata. Buh bye.
current mood: sleepy
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| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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6:04 pm
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It's still wednesday..but it's wednesday night-headache did get better! Thanks candice for hopeing my headache would get better! You're such a great friend. :-) I would have went bike riding but I couldn't because of my head, plus I had a billion and one things to do today. I had two boxes of junk, that I cleaned out and got rid of half of it! It's awesome. I now only have one box with about half in it. I got all my poems together-bunches of them-I'm going to type them up, all together, and then print them all into like a book-type thing. I can't wait to get them together!Well, that's about it for my day today. I talked to my boyfriend today-he's tired, poor thing-he works 40 hours this week-poor thing. I love him! Well to much ado, I must head on out-take care everyone! Love yall's bunches!
current mood:  accomplished
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6:36 am - Wednesday Already?Ayiyiyiyi
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Well, today's just another one of those days..got a migraine and tired as crap! But....other than that, today is going alrighty! my boyfriend is asleep right now-snoozing away, and here I am on my computer! Who knows, maybe he's sweetly dreaming about this really sexy woman, with brownish-blonde hair...with a lot of freckles...(get the drift? ME ME ME!) Ok, I am really tired. Other than being tired, nothing has really been exciting for me today. Thinking of my boyfriend 21 million times! :-) He's sweet-a perfect gentleman he is-PJ, what a sexxxxxy name. Oh..and if candice or kara is reading this...thanks you two, for always being here for me! And if Pj is reading this, thanks for being here for me, through thick and thin! I loveeeee you! Luvs and kisses!
current mood: drained
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